im finally making progress now , i reached my first goal weight, and i m actually out of the 180's and now im 175 pounds finally, it has taken for ever to get here where i am today, once again.
highest weight ever was 230 pounds now im down to 175 since i started my ana journey!
im not stopping here i want to reach my lowest weight once again . if i did it before i can do it again. and no one is going to stop me this time.!!!!!
no more gaining the weight back. no more weight gain.
i miss being thin, i miss being a 100 pounds, if i reached a 100 before i can do it again, and since everyone thinks im okay now and that i dont have an eating disorder anymore , because now they think im fat and i have been told that to my face, i will prove everyone i can go lower .
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yay!! you can do it!!!
Good luck,hun:)
you are so inspiring! Way to go!
thank you for the comments.Â
they keep me motivated.wow, thanks so much for the comment, it means a lot to me. I'm sure I will totally take you up on the venting bit one of these days!
you've come such a long way. you should be so proud of yourself. stay strong!
May I ask how you went from 100lbs to 230? Did it take a long time? I am so terrified of weight gain like that. I gained 20lbs when I broke my leg last year, and freaked out!! I've lost that 20lbs and a bit more. We can do it!
Keep going strong and you will reach your goal!!